Six Weeks by T. Spear

Author:T. Spear [Spear, T.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-04-05T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eleven

Jake

After I close the door behind her, I sit back in my chair and stare at the ceiling. Fuck! That may not have been the smartest thing to do, but damn. I can’t help but do what she wants; what she seems to need. She wanted me to help her take the pain away, to forget for a few minutes. And if she wants something, I feel compelled to give it to her. Whatever she desires from me, fuck the rules. I don’t care anymore.

I don’t understand how a man could ever leave his kids and wife. He must be a real douchebag. How did she ever fall in love with him, or was she even in love with him, or did something else happen? Seeing her cry ripped my heart out of my chest. I couldn’t bear to see her upset. I don’t want her to cry over him again. She must know she is better than that. She deserves better than that.

Where is this going? I drag my hands down my face and can smell her on my fingers. She felt so amazing riding my hand. Letting me help her forget, even if it was for a short amount of time. I wanted so badly to lay her on my desk and drive into her. Hear her scream out my name when I help her release all her anger and frustration.

After basic, she has to leave for tech school, and I’ll have an assignment to a new flight. I’ll be in San Antonio for at least one more year and she will be lord knows where. I can’t up and move. Unfortunately, the military doesn’t work that way. And I can’t very well marry her as soon as she graduates. I let those thought spiral in my head for a second before pushing it out. Don’t be stupid, she’s married and even if she isn’t happy, she’s still legally married.

I stand to leave my office, locking away anymore thoughts. I chance a look at Blair as I walk to the front of the dorm. She’s leaning against her locker, staring at the ceiling with tears falling from the sides of her eyes. But she’s silent, her face like stone, showing no emotion. I want to hold her. Give her something to hold on to. But for now, all I can do is keep her busy.

“All right ladies, put your shit on and let's get some chow.”

The chow hall is quiet because I brought my flight a little early. I didn’t feel like dealing with the stress of all the yelling and being obligated to be an asshole. I still have to move my flight through the chow hall fast though. I can’t let them know I’ll be a good guy outside the common room. I sit at the Snake Pit and watch as the ladies file through, getting their food and sitting down to eat. It’s kind of nice being the only flight in here right now. Blair has nothing but a couple peanut butter cups and a water on her tray.

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